This unsafe feeling

I cannt even try to find the words at what that’s doing to me.
Best is that it’s like an undercurrent pulling at my soul.

I can only think it’s due to spending Every Day bracing for the councils next attack.

As it’s not been possible to speak during the four weeks you’ve been back I know something is wrong.
Obviously I don’t know what. Fortunately I am not an autistic whom kills themselves over unknowns. That is, while I have my intelligence.

If you cannt interact with me anymore, for whatever reason, can you please get someone else to text me to arrange a time to speak. Please.

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