Police / no3

However, as once again I fell for their manipulative tactics and so engaged in conversation, when I made a joke about “imagine if someone living here, had a drone, could be up at 3am, offered to use it to check the flat, shame you can’t comment”.

The one I was talking to, the tall copper, made the sort of noise one does out of politeness – the other? He said, yes please, that would be of help.

What does this mean?
Once again, EVIDENCE, my right to have representation present EVERY TIME I open my gob to a copper NEEDS to be recognised.

Why?

Because I have now been ordered by the Police to be the one to provide protection to this building, the OAPs and, hmmm, someone else…. Oh, me.

And so I shall.
I will not alter by behaviour 
I bet I start waking up at 3am

And as those whom suffer know, logic evaporates at that hour.

Oh, when I was about 22 I was the drive in a RTA
Me being me spoke to the copper and gave a statement without realising.

High Wycombe Police then decided that me ALMOST hitting an asian school kid would be used as an example of White Man dont Walk Free.

Fortunately, one of my old mans friend was a brief.

The Police Stich up of me was so badly done – ie the polices’ belief there is no greater power than them – the brief got the CPS to pay his fees.

Me?
I had to look a man I had genuine respect for in the eye and give him my word: under NO circumstances am I EVER to speak to the police without a lawyer present.

My word.
The only thing I have.

Why is Peter not fighting for me now?
Brain cancer got him rather than my old man.
Once again proving how you know you are good: you suffer a level of bad that should be saved for xyz.

And yes.
In a way best illustrated thusly: that love which overwhelms you when you look at YOUR new kid…. I am overtwhelmed with that level of SELF HATE for breaking my word. Hmmm, I wonder if part of me thinks me breaking my word gave his brain the want to eat itself?

Again, self acknowledged ment.
I spent four hours sitting with a stranger, working.
Not once, and I mean not even close to once, did being Triggered even cross my mind.

Yet, without fail. The police and council do nothing other than trigger with every word / action / non-action

Fuck this, if you genuinely believed in everyones right to live a holistic life that is safe and free from abuse….. I would be sitting somewhere I had no need to write this and the time and engirt could have been spent on WORK.

I HAVE TO WORK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO SKIVE

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