Re: SE – Home Visit

It was to create an invite for each, such as one does for business.
Such as I am now going to do.

Btw, not at all happy to discover this.
Its like you said whatever you had to, whilst with me, knowing that you will change it later without my involvement.

How do you know those dates work for me?

Every part of me wants to say, you know what, fuck it, who cares.
Go have your kid, I deal with the Council using that time to attack me, as thats how they work.
Then, instead of picking back up with you in September, as this is My Story, I will find out that I no longer get to see you, cos I no longer see you.

Guess I will have to deal with PIP and ESA on my own.

Last night was so fucking bad, one of the ONLY ways I made it through was the beleif we are meeting today.

You know what, fuck it.

What is for others, is not for me.

I have used that phrase for decades to somehow keep going.
Now?

Stop simon, dont waste your own time talking about Feelings and such crap.
Your body is broken.
Your mind is shattered.
Your situation is UNWINABLE.
Because – the other side DOES NOT PLAY FAIR.

The other side?
Gets to make UP the rules
Gets to change the rules

And at all times, I am supposed to act grateful and role over exposing my belly.
If I dare to suggest how I get access to what the LAW states I should, well, here’s the thing.

YOU have been presented with more than enough evidence that you should already be in contact with Court.
Cos YOU know I am not allowed a life than conforms to the holistic principles of Safeguarding.

Lloyd, do not tell me you do not have protocols defining the need for Court.

Well, attached is the document the Head Clerk needs to use Fast-Track to get the document in front of a Judge within HOURS of receiving it.

As I have been UNSAFE since 2013…
As I have suffered more abuse EVERY year than everyone else would face in those 12y

NONE of that matters.

What matters is MAKING ME SAFE
Then investigating me to see if I am Lying Scum or telling the truth.

Every SECOND I am in no4 and NOT no3 is a second of my life I will never get back….. STOP SIMON

IF LLOYD GOT IT, HE IS CLEVER ENOUGH TO KNOW THE NEED TO USE COURT.
HOWEVER, NOTHING.
THEREFORE, A SENIOR SOCIAL WORKER IS ALSO HAPPY THAT THEY KNOW BETTER THAN A MOTHERFUCKING LAW SPECIFICALY THERE TO CATCH CASES LIKE MINE.

Forget it simon, you’ve done more than your best.
You have crippled your body and additiced your mind – all in the beleive that help…. STOP SIMON> STOP STOP

Regards,
Simon.

PS.

Jamie, I have cc’d you in only due to your beleive in The System as per our chats.
This is how broken the system is.
The only official person to give a shit about me, doesn’t give enough of a one to actually make me SAFE.

And yes, discovering that Lloyd has changed all the meeting dates we made together – meaning that I spent all day preparing for a meeting at 1pm – only to discover NO MEETING THIS WEEK via… wait for it….EMAIL!!!!!

***Please Remember That I Am Unable To Check Email***

On 6 Aug 2025, at 17:33, Lloyd Sparkes wrote:
I need to move some things around on my calendar to accommodate some other commitments. I am hoping to reschedule our appointment on the 7th, to the 11th at 11:00. I’m also planning on moving our appointment on the 13th, to the 15th at 11:00am.
 
Let me know If this causes any issues and we can discuss alternative dates.